Daddy~ i duno wat is wrong~ just felt so wrong today~ kana say by my supervisor just becos i wan to join praise and worship earlier in cg~ i know i am in the wrong~ didnt wan to cry in front of my collegues~ and den meet shuyi~ knew her beloved friend just passed away~ den saw the show at 10pm~ the child does not belong to the father~ so many so many sad things~
God~ i am so empty today~ why? i just wan to cry out to u~ and den be strong in your presence~ duno why but just so empty and sad~ God~ thank u~ for vic and yao jie~ ya~ just cry~ sob to God~ and He is there to hear and embrace mi~ i know~ i just need a hug~ i think tat's all i need~ a hug tat can give mi comfort and rest~ able to b myself in my own weakness~and let u take over~ holy spirit come and fill mi~ all i need is you~ nth else matter~ just wan to b embrace in your love~ Lord, i commit myself to u~ in the precious name of Jesus i prayed~ amen!  

yup ppl~ it is me again~ sorry~ it's gonna be a long one~ hahahahahahahaha~ as u can see~ last post is on 20th aug~ hahahahahahaha~ wah~ it has been a month more alrdy~ yup~ many things have happened~ good and bad~ both have~ but from the bottom of my heart~ i just want to thank God for always being there~ =) thank u Lord~ ok~ now is stories time~ hahahahahaha~

Attachment~
it is really hard for mi~ cos my workplace is at woodlands~ and it is really far for mi cos i lived at tamp~ it takes ard 1 hr of bus and 20 mins of walking time~ so it is like 1hr and 30 mins~ if i walk very slow to enjoy my time~
firstly~ thank God for bringing mi through with my workmates~ they are really nice ppl~ but when things/samples get many~ they tends to "talk" very loud~ wah~ amazing they all can stand each others~ and sometimes they dun respond~ hahahahahahahaha~ wah~ yup~ they sometimes very harsh on words which abit like~ hahahahaha~
secondly,abt my project~ it is so hard~ but no worries for my God is with mi~ "FEAR NOT! FOR I'M WITH YOU!" He will surely bring mi through~ AMEN!
lastly,though this is regarding abt sch not attachment~ but is the same to mi cos is studies~ hahahaahahahaha~ tat time i wanted to testify abt God's faithfulness cos He bring mi through the last sem! Though mostly is D, i can say i with my most grateful heart~ "God, Thank You!"

Church/Cell
yeah! it is good~ though i have been late for cell group cos of work~ wah~ i still wan to b passionate for GOD! amen!
on the 15th sept~ it was POLY ZONE CHALET!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah! it was great~ there were 5 to 6 ppl didnt sleep at all~ Ah de, Ah dom, Teegan, Teegan's cousin, Gillian (she got sleep abit...hahahahahaha) and mi!!!!!!!!!! yeah~ ah dom got catch a nap before he left with mi~ and the best thing was~ he was awake after he took his breakfast when i started to feel so tired~ keep falling asleep on the bus when i was with ah dom~ at workplace~i fell asleep~ hahahahahaha~ for i think within 1 min~ i wake up~ hahahahahaha~ cos got shock! hahahahahahaha~
i haven been attending youth service very long liao~ last sat is go oikios~ at marina barrage!~ it is super big and fun~ this will b a good place for dating next time~ hahahahahahaha~ really very fresh there~
oh ya~ rmb something~ when i was struggling tat time~ i cried in front of faith and den uncle sunny and some of the chinese ministry ppl took mi to east coast park~ i was together with regina~ wah! super had fun praising God with them! super high! like the song " CANT STOP PRAISING HIS NAME, JESUS!" super high~ non-stop prasing God~ though i think we disappointed auntie doreen cos we didnt go cycling~ but i know she is ok with it~ cos tat time of moment she knew tat regina and mi needed faith~ hahahahahahahaha~ really enjoyed enjoyed the time~ and then we went to have dinner oso~ it was really great~ though after i called june~ it wasnt good~ but nvm~ Fiath understand~ =) ~thanks Faith~

PS~ sorry ppl~ kind of tired~ i will continue asap~ sorry~ and last words to say~
1) To myself, Still love God no matter wat things may come~
2) To Lp, 2 months is gonna be over soon!
3) To Regina, Thanks for the prayer~ =) and the coming time to spend together~
4) To Shu Min~ Jia You!
5) To Joan~ Hope to breakthrough and improvement~
6) To June Ngiam~ Jia You! and try not to make u angry or worry~ though i know u not~ hahahahahahahaha~ just wan to say~
7) To Faith~ Jia you! though i duno wat happen~ =)
8) To Ah De, i seen imrpovement~ Hope more to come~
9) To Jocelyn~ pray and see improvement! more time and patient~
10) To Ah Dom~ spend more time and fellowship together~
11) To Eric, to know u even better~ fellowship more~ 
12) To Lionel~ Stand strong in the Lord~
13) To Yao Jie~ Jia you!
14) To Qian Zhen~ Hope to know u know oso~ =)
15) To Fong, Jun and Winnie~ I still love u~ and u all must Jia you! =)
16) To June Lee, See ya on 19th~
17) To Js, hope to see ya back in singapore in 4 months time~
18) To Serene. hope to see ya soon oso~
19) To Lian Ting, hope to see ya soon with serene and june too~
20)To the rest unmention~ Sorry~ but nv the less~ i wan to say Jia You to u! =)
Take care

PS: specially to  Ah Kiong~ Sorry~ cant make it to u~  

wah! the last time i blogged was 13/07/2009~ it is like more than one month i didnt blog liao~ and because my LJ starting to rot..(one of my beloved said one...hahahahahah)
hahahahahaha~ this time again~ it will be long~ hope u have the patient and time to read wat i goin to say it later~
ya~ it has been so long so long~ lol~ alot of things happened~ be it my life, my sch, family, friends and church~

Firstly~ i just wan to thank God that someone in my cell group has rised up~ and is ah de~ hahahaha~ he became the worship leader~ it is really great! =) and i really think tat God given me such scene b4 or i think too much again~ not very sure~ =) though ya~ hahahahahahaha~ finally my cell group went to 28 Degree C liao~ cos i once described tat we were at ard 10 Degree C where nth can work at such low temperature~ (sorry ppl~ i am a science freak! hahahahaha) so just wan to thank God now is at least now is moving~ be it my cell members' life and whole cell group~ June is still leading the word of God~ =) just wan to thank God for the changes~ though God knows it hurts, but i prayed that God will continue to heal this person~ I believe tat God has been speaking to many ppl in my cell group~ =) and i really want to see my whole cell group soaring like an eagle~ each and everyone in my cell and whole church~ I just want to say~ is for everyone who reads my blog~ =)  ~God use each and everyone differently for His purposes, dun feel that God is not using u or anything, is just the timing of His to come and the purposes He has for u as surely are to be great things to be done for Him in your life~ AMEN! =) but firstly, if u have the heart of comparing, must ask God to remove it~ =) is good to lay down everything in front of God~
Though many ppl are broken and hurt~be it the words or actions tat we said or do~ be it conciously or unconciously, or a mindset or heart just wanting to hurt back each other~ i just wan to say~  God put us together~ is to help each other when one is down~ and to encourage and be there for each other no matter wat happen~though sometimes is hard and also i believe God's timing~ but anything i will just try and help~ if u are willing~ =) (i not pointing at anyone~ pls dun get mi wrong, really and hope u wont think i kpo, i just want to know u better, just how Church June had said this before~ i cannot always expecting to hear from others abt u, i just wan to know it personally in order to know u more~)

I think is last week~ i send this msg to my all girl-friends~ =)~ and i think no one dares to tell mi i got typo error~hahahahahahaha~ LOL!~ it goes like this~
~We have different ways of loving people..so my way of loving u might not be the (way) tat u wan me to love u..but honestly..i love u..=)..so..one of my ways of loving u is to dropping(drop) u a msg saying i love and miss u..and most imptly..God loves u no matter who u are..=)..see ya..=)..~ how true it is~ =) ~ (oh ya~ is a msg i created myself~ anyone is to forward it, must pay copyright money~ hahahahahaha)

Secondly, my way with God~ it was a period of dryness~ cos i felt God is not speaking to me~ But i know He is always here for mi~ Faith talked to me and helped me~ she said this~ dun feel God is not talking to u mean u are in wrong path, is just because u are right and only when time is right, He will den speak again~ and she gave me some verses in bible~ it was really amazing~ i also believe tat God always speak, is just the sin in u that causes u not to hear from God, and is also a period when God wan u to yearn and seek him more in ur life~ as i typing~i am reflecting~ thank u Lord~ =)~ ur words are really speaking to my heart~ =)

God has given me a second chance~which i felt so~ ya~  firstly, to test out his word to see whether has i walked out from the disappointment tat was given to me in the past? secondly,to see if i have the courage to reach out again to my mummy? thirdly,to test whether i will trust in him more? and lastly, am i able to go for an extra mile for ppl? through this Agape Healing Rally, God speak to me alot~ really alot~ my family, friends and the harbourfront auntie~ and i pray is a gift from God~ =)

as i typing ~tears flow unknowing~ =) ya~

Sch~ oh man! really had a bad thing happen when i go for my interview for comm skills~ my teacher thrown my file, cos is incomplete (ok, becos i knew tat she didnt check the files of others, who knows she want to check mine! =( ~) den i started to felt pressurized~i was cold sweating..and my mind wasnt thinking properly at all man! but still wan to thank God i completed it~ =)
exams are surely near~next week mon and thur~ just nice the two days i having rehersal for AHR~ lol~

Ok la~ i have to stop here~ if not~ i think u surely fall asleep when u read on more~ hahahahahahaha~ ok la~ see ya~ good nighty ppl~ oh ya~ last but not least~ i thank God tat i not need to stay in sch for attachment! but is at Woodlands! hahahahahaha~

always love u~
Hui Ping (meimei) =)

CAMP!
Alrdy back from church camp for ard 2 weeks~ a lot things happened. and most imptly is that the service is really good~ cos it was my very very first church camp~ i still wasnt feeling very good cos my mum was so angry that we are leaving. i had a struggle night just b4 i went off~ but thank to Lp~ that i was still abit excited~ =) God is really mighty! the Holy Spirit moved so wonderfully! my usher duty was monday night~ but it seems like is everyday~ hahahahahahaha~ so powerful~ ok~ back to the service abt wat God spoke to me~ is abt Attitude~ wat really strike me was cell group~ i had shared with Joan b4, maybe is i changed that why i cant stand the way ppl is anymore~ God spoke to me. i need to apologize to everyone in the cell groupi believed that they have been hurt by me~ so many things to say abt church camp~ really alot~ the services is really good~ alot of things happened~ oh ya~ monday night~ my first cell had dinner together~ which is poly4~ can see tat Pastor Lovleen going to cry cos she had made the right choice. she is happy to see everyone is good and moving with God~

Poly Movie
this movie is~ Fireproof! is really very very nice~ though is abt marrige~ but i believe tat it still speak to many, not only me. =) is abt Love~ that how to b persist on~ =)

Sun Lunch
Though i knew it long ago tat Lp is leaving~ but the thing is tat i didnt know tat Faith is leaving too~ i cried~ i felt tat i am a chicken with my wings tied together~ ya~ i told most of them~ cos Lp, Faith and me~ we went to poly2 cell together now~ now~ at 1 go~ is like~ both of them moving on~ of cos i moving on~ but the thing is they both are moving out only me left. they move to give other ppl strength~ Faith went to adult~ and Lp went back to youth to b a strength for them~ and tat Lp ar~ tricked me so long abt the talking thingy(with pastor lovleen and other leaders one)~ when i really believe is tat thing~ end up~ is false but shock by the news of she moving on~ den I was more shocked abt Faith~
they leaved, hongling leaved too~ but June is coming back! hahahahahahahaha~ and~ a strength is here for help too~ which is shu min~ =) she very cute la~ HAHAHAHAHAHA~
This is the third week for cell after 3 of them leaved.
shu min joined us once~
first week cell~ to me~ though Joan and me tried to b normal~ but it wasnt very good response~ nvm~ is ok~ Jesus still loves~ =)
week 2~ better~ at least at 30 degrees. =) got new ppl come~ Kelvin~ shu min and Domanic first time join us for cell! and after so long that lionel joined us back~ so happy lo! really very happy~! =)
week 3 and more~ waiting more to come and even better than last time~ God is really faithful to my cell group~ be it up or down which individual is going through~ we will stay as one~ amen!

Alot alot to say~ really alot~ hahahahahahahahahahaha~
i believe God is still bring more to come~ like ROMP! =) and alot of others stuffs~
PS: words for myself~ but ppl can see too~ hahahahahahah~
1) If u want to go an extra mile~ do it with God's strength~ (not striving on own)
2) Wait upon the Lord patiently to speak to you~
3) Move together with God every day, every moment and every time as long as u are living in this world~
4) Are u still praying for family salvation~
5) alot alot more~ hahahahahahahaha~

PS: sorry ppl~ so long den blog~ sorry~

I got alot to say~ ever since i lasted posted~ so many many things happened~ most is Imptly is God!

Easter rally meet up~ all the crew get to enjoyed great pizza and sushi!~ wah~ super excited man~ hahahahahahaha~ everything was great~ really very good~ be it the sharing and every things we need to take note in the future~ yup~ will improve more de~ [hope to have another chance (: ]

 

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so after Can Discover is~~~~~~~~ WAD'S UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I'm the community~ hahahahahahahaha~ even though they didnt use any of the game i mention~ but the game they planned are even better!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhahahahaha~ Yeah!!!!!!!!!!! we got this station~ War Zone~ is playing water bomb~ hahahahahahaha~ i had fun with ah de~ hahahahahaha~ yup~ he is the community too~ hahahahahahahaha~ den played with Xueming oso~ LOL~ my very first water bomb was thrown at Xm~ hahahahahahahahaha~ had quite fun even b4 the whole game start~ hahahahahaha~
After the game~ yup~~ everyone was tired~ i really hope tat everyone had enjoyed it!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha~

 

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After the WAD'S up~ is the Oikios~ i really enjoyed being in the community~ hahahahhahahaha~ this time is BBQ~ my very first bbq after i joined poly zone~ hahahahahahahaha~ it was fun~ most fun is! At Vic's hse~ wah~ super fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how i wish i can stay longer~ if not for my lab coat~ hahahahahahahaha~ Daryl's hse oso fun~ wah~ super big lo~ his room got drum set~ very very fun~
but didnt get to take much pics in his room~ BUT he got alot alot! hahahhahahahahahahahahaha~ the bbq was quite abit messy~ but ok~ hahahahaha~ still fun!!!!!!!!!!!! i loved it!

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Thank God for everything He has done for me~ super i so in love with the song~~~~~~ Who am I~ hahahahahahahaha~ the Glory, the Honour and every single thing belong to Him~ Jesus~ u are my everything~~~~~~~~

wah~ it has been veyr long since i update~ hmm~ actually want to update a lot of times~ but just being lazy~ sorry~ LOL~ alot of things had happened~ be it my life~ other ppl life~ it just have impact on one another~

Talk about Easter Rally~ YA~ God bring mi to another level with Him~ a deeper one~ a deeper relationship with Him~ which i know i have been depending on my own too much~ where i shldnt do this!~ ya~ God make mi really give up my rights and alot of things~ ok Easter was really fun~ i mean rehersal time~ cos actual~ everyone is upset de~ LOL~ ya~ it was good~ cos alot of ppl said tat it touched them~ i was actually thinking tat i shld b sitting there and watch and get touched de~ but God want mi to go a deeper relationship with Him through the acting~ ya~ and it did!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
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All is according to His timing one~ ya~ i just wan to obey now~ cos eversince the CAN! discover~ i just wan to listen and obey just how the righteouness ppl in Bible~ how they just obey without qns~ how they praise Him no matter wat happen~ i know tat i still grumble alot~ but i wan to break the chain of grumbling~ God help mi to even humble myself more~ Amen! =)

After Easter~ is CAN! Discover~ it will be held on this sat~ 18th April 2009~ i will be at somewhere in singapore which i duno where~ hahahahahahahahahaha~ i will b a check point master~ lol~ have to eat and eat only~ no wonder nigel said will turn fat~ LOL~ ok

After CAN! Discover~ is W.A.D'S UP!!!!!!!!! Organized W.A.D! CLUB~ALOT OF DIFFERENT GAMES CAN BE PLY FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Anyone interest can come find mi~ lol~ we are a batch of different young ones~ who will do something different from other normal young ppl~ come and join us~ :P
W.A.D! stands for WE ARE DIFFERENT!!!!!!!!

Ps: i just wan to thank God~ cos if not~ i will be rotting at home for the whole period of holiday~ and not doing anything for Him~ to shine and bring glory to Him de~ Just wan to thank Him for such a fulfilling holiday~ thank you, Lord~ =)

wah!!!!!!!!!!! i had a tired 2 days~ (expect the time i went for saturation)~ had a lot of fun~ at west coast park~ ard 12 ppl from PolyZone attended~ although it is far~ but it is FUN!!!!!!!!!!! wah~ i long time nv play catching liao~ lol~ i think ah de angry with mi cos i bluffed him ba~ lol~ sorry~ lol~ ya~ i love the sunset and the sky most! we played alot of games~ monkey ball~ den sing songs~ laugh~ the most hypering time is at dinner table ba~~~~~~ LOL~ all laughed until mouth numb lo! lol~ cramp oso have~ lol~ especially the "WHO; WHAT;HUH" we upgraded until we played POSB~ LOL~ super funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya~ this is on Tue de~
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Den wed is~ wah~ ok~ is at hcc~ at Isaiah room~ lol~ had alot of fun too~ especially the "POLLY POLLY POLLY"
i played like mad lo! den the hand game oso not bad~ den we have a time of doin something for each others~ this is nice la and funny~ cos everyone was like~ lol~ laughing at liangyi~ lol~ funny funny funny~ ok~

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it is 4.12am in the morning where i haven go to sleep~ being a alarm clock for a sister~ lol~ she ask mi to go sleep~ but i haven~ lol~ i wan to acc her only~ lol~ ya~ i keep drinking water to keep myself awake~lol~ ya~ soon~ it will b morning soon~ alot of times~ i say i wan to wake up and go jogging~ lol~ but~ i wake up at the time when the sun is the Hottest! LOL~ so didnt get to go~ lol~ but it might b late~ for my devotion~ it should not b missed again~ lol~ i dun like to type words~ for i like number more~ lol~ i oso like to talk alot one~ lol~ it always take mi alot of time to sorts my thought before i started typing~ lol~ but today ok leh~

today after cell group~ mi and ting was downstair sharing~ i cried~ cos we talk abt mirror~ cos i dun wan to look at the flaw i had~ but i l believe God will make it perfect for mi again~ AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol~ reason y i like to smile alot in camera is partly due to it ~ but then i really smile from the bottom of my heart la~ lol~ ting said alot of things for God accept me for who i am~ =) so i dun have to get so bother~ but i believe God make us unique for his purpose for us to fulfill~ lets not be too body concious~ be God concious~ lol~ i always thank God for having ting in my life~ =) just how Pastor Foo shared~ how he saw God changed his brother life ba~ lol~ ya~ Jesus and Ting, Thank you~ =)
and because of my fear, i didnt get to share a testimony la~ which is i get to act in the Easter Rally! cos i was afraid of things, i didnt dare to bring glory to God~ sorry Jesus~ =(  i shldnt be too concious abt wat others thinks~ just like how ah de say to mi~ think of what God thinks~ meaning think how God thinks abt mi la~ not others. ya~ it is really a big encouragement for mi la~ cos afraid of rejection~ =(
Thank you ah de!

Ya! something to share! my Fongfong is going oversea soon! for attachment! i cried~honestly, this is the first time she is leaving mi~ hmmmm~ sad! but ting said was right~ it is just 2 months~ not 2 years~ hmmm~ but still the first time ma~ can only contact her through mail~ not Hp~ i am worried~ confirmed and chopped~ =(
But i will still keep her in prayer~ FONG, TAKE VERY GOOD CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE FROM MEIMEI ALWAYS~

last night~ got a serious serious scared from Lp! i tot she was posessed! cos she suddenly shaking without any word! den when she started to talk~ it was something at our hse. firstly i tot is was a cokcroach~ den end up. she told mi was a black cat~ so i just went out to have a look~ it was the same old black cat under my hse. OH MY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun like!!!!!!!!!!!!! den ar~ i saw it outside my hse~ God given mi the courage even though i was really afraid~ i chased away~ den heard from Lp was that actually the cat was alrdy IN the hse. she duno how to react so she just try scare away by moving the body which i tot she was posessed! oh my! i really wan to use the word~ "HATE" but i cant~ haiz~ just can say dun like~ i cried! and she was like laughing her head out~ aiyo~ very very shocked! whole night was like stuffing to mi~ cos i went to close all the windows~ lol~ cannot~ den we even had light on b4 we sleep~

Last night went to changi village and had dinner with family. spent ard $92~ very exp~ haiz~ reached home alrdy 9pm ba~ den saw ting at home~ she was with shuyi and lifang, the two of them were waiting for ting downstair, i just wan to thank God that they go come downstair. LOL~ oh ya~ this was way before the cat thingy.

ok~ something to update~ which surprised mi! and got very excited over it~ ya~ i got selected to performed on Easter Rally~ ya~ very excited~ but meanwhile~ of cos i scare i cant do well~ God knows i'm prepared that's why i was choosen but i worried that i cant do a good job for him~ God~ i duno how to tell u~ u know~ God~ ok~ just do my best can liao~ dun worry yoo much jiu ok le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why this title~ because God is really Faithful!
For people who is not a Christian, read on and know about His faithfulness;
And those who are Christian, hope this will increase ur faith in Him.

For i really have been doin bad for my sch work, He is the one who helped me through the different times.
For he make the supp paper for me to be done within my limit, and passed me all the worst paper i can ever had.
For His faithfulness really make me passed 1 go when He gave me the peace of telling me tat i wont be taking supp paper.
For He gave me an A for one of the subject i was taking, people said it is very easy to get A but others got others grade rather than A, for He had seen my effort and most important : His faithfulness upon me. 
He deserve all the glory!

For not only result in sch, He has been faithful to me about my family and friends.
For He made the impossible to possible when my Mum went for the Chinese New Rally.
For He made my friend, Fong to come for the Christmas Party and Friendship Day to enjoy and have fun.
For He made my friend, Annas to go to the RAW Camp to have great experience with Him.
For He made my friend, Amanda to come for cell group to experience with Him.
For He made in time for Ting and me to reach church on time for service (when both of us tot we cant make it).

For He is REALLY FAITHFUL, when times we tends to forget about Him, but He is waiting FAITHFULLY for us to look at Him.

A song to describe His faithfulness. just want share. u can go to imeem.com to listen cos i duno how to load this song up. sorry people. :)

You're so faithful

 

Like the sun that rises everyday

O You are so faithful

Dear Lord, You are faithful

Like the rain that You bring

And every breath that I breathe

You are so faithful, O Lord

 

Like a rose that come

Alive every spring

O You are so faithful

Dear Lord You are faithful

Like the life that You give

To every beat of my heart

You are so faithful, O Lord

 

I see a cross and the price

You had to pay

I see the blood that

Washed my sins away

In the midst of the storm

Through the winds and waves

You'll still be faithful

O You'll still be faithful

When the stars refuse to shine

And time is no more

You'll still be faithful

You'll still be faithful, O Lord

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